1stly was de surprise 2 every1 when my cuz from norway came 2 visit us..onli me n my aunt knows...it was intriguing 2 keep a secret..hehe..n it was really gr8 2 c my nieces n cuz again...delighted esp coz i get 2 c Zara...she damn cute..now she can walk n talk a bit so quite gd lor...de words she can say r..yaya (meaning nadja), nana (hana), mummy n nai (no)...hehe..so adorable la she..i'll try 2 put her pics here...n she cant stop eating...everytime she c food, her mouth will b hanging open..=)
den recently, my fren qas oso gt her maths o'lvl result...it turned out pretty gd she PASSED..so happy 4 her...de times spent at de library going thru all de maths bk was worth it den...hehe..congrats qas!
den my mind has been going bonkers abt everything...alien, skul, frens n so on...from 2 wk ago actually, i made a promise 2 myself dat i shld 4get abt alien no MATTER what it takes..n so far, it's been effective...i realise dat...sometimes, if u like some1 4 very long, de feeling will somehow fade, no matter wat ppl say or u urself say, n becos of sayings like.."wah s loyal sia 2 ur crush"...brings abt denial, is wat force u 2 believe dat u still deeply like dis person when in fact, de feeling is gone..mayb nt completely...cos dats wat happen 2 me..so i try ignoring all dis sayings n i gt thru. mayb it has always been inside of me bt due 2 "external" conflicts..=)...so no more ALIEN...god help me...
den i gt a dilemma...on 18 march, i finis my exam n at de same time, my cuz is going back 2 norway...n since its my hols, she say y nt follow her go norway itself...since Zaty another cuz of mine is going there 2 alone...i wanna go bt at de same time i dun 1 2 go...argh...i cant make up my mind so i ask my parents which wasnt so helpful...coz u know parents...dey say 1 thing bt deep inside dey say another...lol...well lets c la...
another thing is dat i've been having problems wif frens...i cant say it here coz its really a sensitive topic 2 me...so i turned 2 my brudder..nsync..hehe...call me crazy or anything but i admit i talk 2 myself...well actually i look at my nsync pics n talk 2 em...n if i feel like writing it down, i address a letter to lance/jc...i don send it 2 em...jus wrote it as though its a diary...been doing dis since primary skul..pri 6 i tink...n it feels gr8 cos once i start writin, i cant stop...my longest entry one time was abt 5 pages long n it's only abt 1 topic...yes its on alien...i guess i 2 caught in him...
den recently...on sat, i was bored 2 death..i hv 2 attend an econs seminar at 9am damn..quite ok la...i didnt c wan at 1st den saw him..(dunno la wats wrong wif him..suddenly hes ignoring raz n sha..guys)...he n chen wei were sleepin lor..de talk wasnt dat boring lor..den we had our reception den had 2 wait 4 my parents which took abt 1 1/2 hr...so i went 2 mac n eat..it was weird eatin alone n all but it was nice..shld try it more often esp when de canteen is almost deserted...den my parents came...we went 2 de mosque at amk central 1st...my 1st time prayin in a mosque..it was nice...but a bit intimidatin...hehe...den went 2 eat den my parents say at 5 dey want 2 attend a syarahan (dey call it a sermon in church)at de mosque in geylang...since it was only 3, i don feel like going home so i say lets go ard la..jus look...den at 4.30, went 2 de mosque 2 pray, den i tot instead of going 4 de syarahan, i go loiter ard somewhere else but i ended up goin anyway...i tot it was gonna b boring lectures n such but it was quite enlightmenting(did i spell it correctly...)actually...i learnt some stuffs n de ustaz was such a joker dei...it turned out dat de talk is abt a de haj. its 4 those planning 2 go on a haj or umrah...i made a plan 2 go on a haj...since my dad said its better 2 go 4 haj 1st den umrah...once i got my diploma..insyaallah..
n i hv been having conflicting issues abt somethin bt dunno how 2 write it out...becos of 1 dream n some things..aiyo if i typed it out, it'll take hrs 2 type n days 2 figure out wat im saying..lol...so 4get it...
oh yea..4gt 2 talk abt me presentations...haha..econs was ok but de best had 2 be oral comm ica 5....man damn classic n a gd proj 2 wrap up my yr 1...we hv 2 do a proj any of de given famous place, ppl etc..we chose Oprah..my grp consist of razinah n vanisha..i love Oprah...so it made doing de proj more exciting n fun...n it was...de thing was we didnt know wat 2 do...we left it 2 de last minute 2 do it..de proj is on thurs we did it on wed...we stayed back till like 6+ n think up of all de crazy ideas...actually we didnt really tink la...de whole time we were nt..until like ard 4+, when we sat in front of a pc did we really tink..n i tink raz came up wif de idea 2 do an Oprah show but instead of normal interview, we did a remake of the Oprah's 50th b-day..sha was of coz oprah, raz was gayle king n i was john travolta...haha...funny la...
k la exam is coming in a wk so muz buck up...mus go 2 my exam retreat...de mac near de army camp...i love studyin there...n i need my brudders- nsync by my side 2 accompany me study at nite...haha..k i talk 2 much...catch ya guys 8ter...
signing off...
baz
